sblaxk

2011-05-03T14:39:00.001+08:00

FOLLOW ME
IM GONNA MOVE TO TUMBLR BABIES!

SBLAXK.TUMBLR.COM

2011-05-01T14:16:00.001+08:00

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2011-04-30T15:29:00.000+08:00

FUCK YEAH HONG KONG BABIES!

2011-04-28T17:37:00.000+08:00

2011-04-26T19:20:00.001+08:00

me, my mundane life, and myself.

2011-04-24T15:25:00.001+08:00

URBANBANGS

im selling some stuff, help me please!

2011-04-19T15:13:00.007+08:00

just email me staceylaw-@hotmail.com

or if you're lazy, leave your email in my formspring askbox and i'll get back to u :)

$30

fits 35/36

Bust : 78cm / Length :68cm /Sleeves:57cm
~~$19~~ $14
fits uk6/8

fits 35/36

~~$32~~ $22

TAGGED XS no more measurements

fits me fits u fits everyone uk6-10
~~$12~~ $7

no more measurements will fit a uk6/8
worn once, length down 31"
~~$18~~ $14

FLARE PANTS FITS UK6-10 (STRETCHABLE WAIST)
$18 WORN ONCE

SIZE 36 INSOLE 230MM
I HAVE ONE IN BLACK AND ONE IN WHITE.
BOTH PURE PU LEATHER, NOT THE SNAKEPRINTS ONE.
$35 EACH, GET BOTH @ $68!!
BLACK BRAND NEW, WHITE WORN ONCE!

Chinos from white room

(worn once)

free size tie waist

trust me fits uk4-16

COZ U CAN JUST TIE

$50

nego and i slap your face i got it at $89

2011-04-17T19:13:00.002+08:00

i promise, that will be my last sad post. there is always a reason why someone
chooses to move on without someone else and there is no use in dwelling over someone who rather not have you :)

2011-04-17T18:43:00.000+08:00

i was upset because it seems like i wasn't your priority anymore. i was angry because you wouldn't even send me off to the station. i didn't reply you because i wanted to see if you would worry. i guess i'm wrong. i handled things wrongly. i overreacted. i am spoilt. i throw tantrums. i want things my way. but i am wrong. i love you. and there is nothing more important than how much i love you. would you come back even if i were to change? i know you're unhappy with me. but i am happy with you deep down but guess what, it's all too late. this words that i never said, are all too late. it's all ending I gotta stop pretending who we are.

2011-04-17T18:14:00.002+08:00

2011-04-17T16:04:00.001+08:00

a guy, in blue shirt, with a blue berms. walked pass my shop, rolling his ear piece on his ipod. he looked like you, so alike, that same hair, that same size, that same style, the same way you rolled your earpiece on your ipod. i ran out of my shop, i peeked out. he is not you. he is not you. i walked back in, sat down on my chair, feeling pathetic. you removed me, so easily, why? teach me, how did you do that? why do i have to be the one seating in my shop, crying to myself, hoping you'll drop me a text, saying you regret it? why do i have to cry when the shop is quiet and run to the toilet when a customer pops in, and cry again when it's all quiet. why am i still hoping? i don't know why either. i really loved you. i am pathetic. very pathetic. so pathetic. i am just another girlfriend of yours. i wish you were just another boyfriend too. don't hate me for writing this here. i need somewhere to fall back on. you stopped loving me, i can't afford you to hate me too.

2011-04-16T17:20:00.002+08:00

this was just 2weeks ago..

and i guess our love wasn't strong enough to overcome this,

goodbye love, i'll always remember you.

2011-04-15T18:26:00.002+08:00

SO HOLLOW, INSIDE.

2011-04-12T02:28:00.002+08:00

BATAM

I want to appreciate the times when moments are made into memories. I want to embrace them, cherish them, and never forget that they come so few and far between. I know that wherever life takes me, these moments will always follow. They remind me of what’s truly important. It’s not just life, but living. It’s the journey, the destination and all the points in between. And I must admit, I like what I see.

2011-04-12T01:23:00.000+08:00

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2011-04-11T17:11:00.000+08:00

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looks

2011-04-07T00:35:00.001+08:00

you know, actually people are starting to comment on me.

like hey stacey you look so fucking different from last time, you behave so fucking different from the day i first knew you! it kinda affects me a lot. but i guess its normal since my teen is kinda complicated haha, so i shall tell you a little about my past.

i used to be this little girl, 14? attending gigs, moshing, listening to hardcore or indie sometimes, playing the drums, smoking, drinking. i was a retard then. then when it was prelims, my score was 38. HAHA OH WELL, i almost fainted. studies was important to me only because i was an egoistic child. i couldn't have my relatives / friends laughing at me like eh eww you're stupid. so i stopped everything AND STUDIED. guess what i am a proud 12 pointer who is a little retarded given my standards.

then as you know, we are given SO LITTLE time to choose our major ( i never even bother to think of my poly course before my results came ), i chose FASHION DESIGN. That is when i started clubbing a lot, meeting a lot of new people and also, met a lot of my old friends in the club too! Slowly.... my fashion design passion died. i am totally not that girl seating in school sewing and drafting everyday. so me being me, quitted school with no plans. i started working here and there to get by my days.

then one fine day, i decided to get a pixie haircut. haha if you think my pixie was cool go SALONVIM @ 313, my friend john cut it for me, you can get him to cut for you too, but i think he charge pretty expensive because he is very good at it! then everyone was like WOOOOOOAHHHHH YOUR HAIR STACEY.

they soon got over it anyway. then i met my boyfriend, GENE. i stopped clubbing, i stopped wasting money on thick eyeliners. i stopped contacting most of my friends. i am now the girl whose mostly at home, meeting them to catch up once or twice a week and my weekends are dedicated to my boyfriend. so after understanding me better, pls DO NOT STOP asking my questions on my formspring!! I love being questioned about this and that! Makes me feel important hehee

on a side note kexin messaged me and asked me to model for urbanbangs.com!!

can't wait seriously damn excited for it i guess i'll be SUPER nervous i have NEVER modeled for someone else's shop in my life. hope i don't lao kui caz jayley really really damn pretty!

kekekekekekekke photos ok!

Visited our boys @ their camp!

their ugly slippers haha

CHOMPCHOMP

photobooth lovin'!!!

Our Lost Journey from ECP >>>> BEDOK & ADVERTORIAL

2011-04-04T13:44:00.001+08:00

on the contrary, Felicia is having this new store that she'll like people to visit! Really cute pieces she have over there, do stay tuned for her next few collections as i will be staying tuned too!

thanks for your time babygirls!

April

2011-04-04T13:30:00.000+08:00

breakfast by the honey bunney

should i cut my hair?!

Scape Flea

Chomp Chomp

tia~

Thomas 生日快乐!!

2011-04-01T15:02:00.000+08:00

lol please laugh with me at my damn asian eyes

yay my UO parcel came!

my birthday video!

2011-03-29T22:33:00.002+08:00

anyway received a message from Joey.

she has this site that is selling her pre-loved clothes

do have a look? might catch something you like!

BUYMEAWAY

2011-03-29T01:44:00.000+08:00

Everyone thinks that I have it all
But it’s so empty living behind these castle walls
These castle walls
If I should tumble if I should fall
Would any one hear me screaming behind these castle walls
There’s no-one here at all, behind these castle walls

Nobody knows I’m all alone
Living in this castle made of stone
They say that money is freedom, but I feel trapped inside it all
And while I sit so high up on a throne
I wonder how I can feel this low
On top of the world it’s beautiful
But there’s no place to fall

i had a blast

2011-03-28T01:04:00.001+08:00

//EDITED WITH PICTURES FROM MY CAM AS WELL!

it was a simple dinner @ shangri-la with my beloved. we had the line, food was really awesome and the endless talk about how i use to eat playdough when i was a kid and how he played act with his siblings with the "esso tigers". days like this, makes me feel more special than anything in the world. being someone's one and only, happens only to some people, and i am very glad, i am one of those girls.

FROM MY CAM!

then it was the party at haji! this are all pictures from everyone else, i left my camera @ collage :(

meanwhile this pictures are much of a spam, but i can't help it, i need to share how much fun i had, how loved i felt, and how sweet everyone was. no one would understand how top of the world i felt when EVERYONE i invited came, and EVERYONE STAYED for at least a few hours. you know, people from my boy, chanel, tommy, gny, victoria, vikae, mandy, to ter, yk, clement, jasper, darrell, xiehui, herman, kahwee, gabriel & gf, last but not least another birthday boy, THOMAS.

i was quite skeptical when i send out the note. "hi, do come if you can, no RSVP required"

and though everyone replied, "I'LL COME, JUST FOR YOU <3" i was still.... not expecting much. the group is too big to come together in the first place. even my sweetest girl liping, sent me a birthday song at 12am, along with joe & valerie, because they can't make it, they had exams to study.

i would really just cry, if i was a crybaby.

and nothing felt better than waking up on your 19th birthday, with your boyfriend giving you his first hug of the day, and the first peck of kiss on the forehead, and whispering "happy birthday" in your ears.

i was more than, just a girl, today, i am wind.

i saw this on facebook today, and i cried. birthday cake made by my wonderful friends,

chanel & tommy.

this are pictures i grabbed from chanel's facebook!

i am so damn sorry, but i am not leaving a single picture out. it WILL be spam

and then... i have pictures from gny's facebook! haha

hahahaha xiehui the iron man again!

my kind of blast, my kind of friends.

i'll be uploading stuff from my g11 soon, i don't have much pictures, because i was doing endless videoing, maybe a video? i kinda suck at it, but it'll be a good memory to carve on a little spot here.

anyway my dad got me some awesome camera for my birthday, its the canon d60,

and i have a tiny splash of pictures to share with what i did today with them!

tata!

chasing dreams, chasing hopes

2011-03-24T02:30:00.000+08:00

oh baby its 3 days to the day i was born 19 years ago, what have I done? am i someone's best friend? am i one of his best girlfriend? am i my mother's dearest girl? are you living well? am i being appreciated? does anyone belief what i belief in? do we share the same philosophy? i have a lot of unanswered questions. but the stars are holding me back tonight. this space here, is not the best space to seek answers. i will never know, why my real parents gave me up, i will never know why my current dad chose to leave the family, and why my mom has to be the one suffering from breast cancer, and neither will i know, why does everyone leaves me, when i needed them the most.

i may be one of the one staying in cool houses. i may be one of the one having everyone so called "cool" friends. i may be one of the one born with a skinny pack of bones, i may be one of the one having a little pretty face, but at the end of the day, whose happier, you? or me? i am falling everyday. you can find me, inside two broken family, inside never ending failed relationships, inside every failed relationships. but never once on my birthday, i did wished for myself. since young, my every dream was for world peace, was for my parents to be happy, was for my boyfriend to be successful, was for my friends to be happier. this year, i only wanna wish for happiness, i wanna wish for happiness, for myself, for once in my life, for myself and only myself. i have been living to prove others i am strong, i have been living to fake that smile. i have been living for everyone, just not myself.

i am sick, sick of being broken, sick of every single one that left. i never could differentiate my showering water from my tears. i wanna live happy, i always wanted to be everyone's happiness, except for my own. i don't want to be anyone's angel no more. i want to be my own angel. i wrote this, not for anyone to take pity on me, i wrote this, to remind myself, from today onwards, i will seek my own happiness.

"do you ever wonder why i'm laughing with a group of friends one second; but two seconds later i have a distant look in my eyes; three seconds later i have no track of the conversation; four seconds later i wish i was anywhere but there; five seconds later i'm forcing the smile back on my face pretending i know what's going on, when really i'm too caught up with all the thoughts in my broken head."

then again, enough of me and my never ending whines, some recent photos.

swimming

zouk

flea

tilia day

marche afterwhich..

ciao

this made me lol-ed damn hard

2011-03-17T23:27:00.000+08:00

When you see someone far away and think they're cute, until they get closer :

HAHAHAHAHA OH GOD.......

Morning shower

Afternoon shower:

this is so true!!!

weekday blues

2011-03-16T16:40:00.000+08:00

monday : town

tuesday : kbox + buffet

my fav sweet

starbux

b&j

can't wait for my bday
"sometimes, i believe in six possible things before breakfast."

i want to be somewhere over the rainbow

2011-03-14T04:17:00.000+08:00

<3

lol retarded |8)

bf dyed my hair

wooo excitingggg

RED RANGER

lol my dye was only $9.75 from fairprice

“This world isn’t easy, don’t try to understand it. You’re allowed to keep what you want inside, and it’s okay not to be easy to read. Cause the people that love you the most will love you so much more than those things.”

Haagen Dazs

2011-03-12T00:27:00.000+08:00

I GOT INTO PHOTOGRAPHY JESUS CHRIST HAHAHA

Chomp Chomp

2011-03-11T03:36:00.000+08:00

Dinner with the girls. So long since I pampered myself with such harmful seafood that are full of iodine! Those la-la & stingrays, god bless my skin! It just started to feel alive. Am starting to feel more confident of myself because of my new skin and growing hair. It's a good start.

Still remember last year, around the mid and towards the end, i hate hate hateee taking pictures because of my skin... my hair... my lips.... And those insecurities with my boyfriend. Always nagging at how he'll just leave me for like every pretty girls i spot on street! Don't know how my bf tahan me, worse gf ever, ever comparing knowing the answer is always "no, no, no!" Now that its over, life is so much better! Healthier skin, silkier hair, happier girlfriend, can't wait to see my boy tmr! X.

haha if you've been an avid reader or my blog, you should know this legendary pose our dear chanel posed when she was 10. will never get sick of making fun of her!

woo so hungry! i cleared everything + a $5 large hokkien mee! my pit-less stomach when it comes to good food! but sigh i really shit alot, good food never stays in my tummy for long :( eat & shit non stop action

my love for sugarcane, tak boleh baham why my bf doesn't like it

Mando Milkcurd + Pearls (must-have-desert @ chomps)

loving the bag Chanel got for me! So cute hehe

i am a camwhore

2011-03-09T13:13:00.000+08:00

lol hehe

2011-03-08T23:05:00.000+08:00

Just Aciawith elin & mandy +free flow ice cream+free flow drinkslove

Mandy

Tomyum Chicken Spaghetti

TomYum Soup + Rice

My Spicy Chicken Udon super awesome

hairy vege lol eeee

In the Shadows - The Hybrid Era

2011-03-08T14:02:00.000+08:00

Anyone looking for jobbbiiieee?

2011-03-02T21:03:00.001+08:00

Hello everyliii barrrdyyy! anyone needs a job? my office is hiring!admin job (mostly just talk on phone...) $7/hr 9am-5pm Mon-Friinterested drop me an email keke!staceylaw-@hotmail.com

2011-02-28T15:15:00.002+08:00

East Coast Parkwoke up early in the morning on saturday to rush there only to realize we went there for nothing. not playing the jet-ski so me & bf ate and left for icekachang due to the warm weather.

shopping with mom on sunday

photos from my camera that i just uploaded, prefer chanel's :(

tata, my little boring weekend. x

Thursday with my sisters

2011-02-25T14:41:00.000+08:00

Seating on the sofa munching on my favorite home toasted garlic bread. Bf is gonna book out in a couple of hours, gonna go fetch him and we'll go for some grocery shopping. Gonna dish him some awesome food tmr! Oh will be back with photos from east coast park soon!

i dropped all my fries on the floor after this. lol how i just love myself......

ben & jerry

look like some spartan / persian

PASA MALAM

xoxo

Gene,

2011-02-24T03:21:00.000+08:00

growing more attached to you as days passes by and i kinda like that feeling. creating paths and building future and you know i'll always love you.

help me buy pleaseeeeee

2011-02-23T22:30:00.000+08:00

UPDATED MY SELLING POST!!! I GOT LIKE 20 OVER STUFF SELLING @ $5
MY MUM IS THREATENING ME TO GIVE EM ALL TO SALVATION ARMY :(

HERE

update

2011-02-23T01:46:00.002+08:00

popeyes, flb flea, pit building, haji, zouk, went home early, sunday flea at zouk

sorry my cam always kena spam when i'm not holding it. and this is e only space i share so i always upload every picture i have.

fav fries still

@vicfong

@muunsam

finally together x

haha my face

haha darrell so cute

thomaskahleong

siao

pretty gf

couple

extra

wink
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siao haha <3

brand new clothes!

2011-02-17T21:01:00.000+08:00

size M across about 13.5" length down 32"

WANNA SELL THIS BADLY IM TOO SHORT TO WEAR IT :(

$20 cheap cheap keke

15" across 26" down

$27

more here : X

some pictures from chanel's cam

2011-02-16T22:13:00.001+08:00

HAHAHA EXPLICIT

my boy's so cute here ^-^v

LOL FUCKING BEH PAI SEH THIS BOY

chanel : eh act like you all american idol! "WELCOME TO HOLLYWOOD!"

HAHA SPOT TOMMY

love how we are such close bunch of friends!

#vday @universal studio!

2011-02-16T19:16:00.000+08:00

BF brought me to US!

shall upload all the pictures, very lazy to omit or edit!

breakfast @ some coffeeshop

the boys applying concealer....

@Hard Rock Hotel

the problem with my macro lens, cannot take with flash!

lol they see hot girl immediately chiong and take pix

LOL @ MY BOY!!!

LOL HE'S DAMN CUTE TAKE ONE PICTURE ONLY KEEP MAKING FUN OF US

LOL @ my boy's reaction when he found out the ferris wheel infront of him wasn't a deco but a ride that chanel die also wanna take!

MY BIG SMALL EYE FUCKING IRRITATING

love the restaurant's concept!

dinner?

2011-02-09T14:53:00.000+08:00

hey people, was wondering if you guys know of any nice place for a good dinner with ur bf?
please share please!! http://www.formspring.me/sblaxk

@ work

2011-02-09T14:47:00.000+08:00

support my selling post please

boy came to surprise me @ work!

starbucks after work

bye, xx